Code gayass

Yesterday I finally started watching code geass. Because of everything that I heard about the series I was expecting this to absolutely blow me away and be at least in my top 5 anime. And oh boy was I right. I started watching it at my father's at like 2am and I stayed up all night watching it. Every single episode so far was amazing. I don't remember the last time when I was watching something this good. 

I cannot explain that I feel watching it it's this weird combination of nostalgia or smth and I feel very connected to the story on a personal level??? Can we talk about how everything is great. The story, every episodes is as good as the previous one or even better. The music god I love the first ending. The art. What much can I say about art. Character designs were made by clamp and I fucking love clamp. The characters too, I like most of them like shirley and kallen, they're so real I already sobbed durinf the one episode regarding shirley help. 

I am so upset at the fact I forgot my headphones, I wanted to watch code geass at school ;///

eww cringe

 The exact reason why I made this blog

Idek why but I get very embarrassed talking about kpop probably because it feels like an interest a lot of people would be made fun of?? (I mean they do.) And I haven't listen to kpop in years but recently I got back to it and omf 

Some of the songs seriously make me go (*>∇<)ﾉ 

 

Those songs also make me even more nostalgic for 2000s/2010s than I already was, everyone was so much hotter with those side bangs and straightened hair what happend, society really said "were going to go down hill untill we hit the bottom" 

I love gen 2 kpop its so good frrrr, I really don't know what happened because I listened to some compilations of newer stuff and nothing gets me, most of the songs are so crap literally doesnt make me think anythinf and it's kind of upseting knowinf that I once I discover every cool song theyll be norhinf more like this. It's the worst when it's a band I really liked and they're still active but their songs just arent it

Get to know me part 1?

Im almost done with the essay! 

I love making lists and writing down everything so I wanted to write here all things I feel very strongly about [positively] with explanations and pictures!

First and foremost: Megami Tensei

Franchise that has absorbed a massive part of me and has pretty much become my identity tbh. It is definitely my biggest fixation, you wont find anyone who is more into megaten than me. My favorite game has to be persona 2 innocent sin [I kin Jun kurosu hes so me]

I do genuinely feel better than all those persona 5, like if it isnt the worst installment in the series [persona, not whole megaten] fr i cannot comprehend how someone who played p2 or p3 could think that p5 is better because they have so much more depth hlp. Ill be for sure making posts about megaten itself since it has been my special interest for years and it doesnt seem to be going away.

Next we have Steins gate omg how fucking much i love steins gate, its my third favorite anime of all time [wish i could play the game, im kind of broke and my backlog is massive, the game must be a masterpiece if the anime was so good]. I want to rewatch so bad, seriously that show was so good i dont remember when was the last time i watched anything as good. Not to mention Kanako Itou who sings a few songs in it which makes it 1000 times better

An honorable mention to all the other scifi series with ";" in the name like chaos;head, occultic;nine etc. gotta be one of my favorite genres.

Now onto the thing I already made a post about: togainu no chi

It absorbs me whole, I love the climat, world building, characters, art style, music [a lot of Kanako Itou again]

This game makes me feel things I cant explain but in all of it fucked upness it feels special and comforting in a way {especially Rin)

Now onto something that isnt a game [there is technically one but Its its own thing], the Durarara Light novel, the light novel specifically because I havent watched the anime nor read the manga and the reason I love it sm is the fact that its a book, the writing is so light and you're absorbed in its world in an instant, I fell in love with it after just starting the first book and it only got better. I'm so glad one of my past friends told me not to watch the anime and just read the LN [It was my first ln and it got me into them hard, I wish they made light novels for every series, they include so much more detail than animations]

Also I LOVE THE ARTSTYLE, ITS SO COOL 

The last thing Im going to talk about in this post is going to be already mentioned singer Kanako Itou, not only her songs are featured in media im absolutely obssessed with, theyre god tier. Shes my favorite singer of all time and her voice really makes me lose my mind, I could talk about her and her songs for hours but words cannot describe how talented she is, if angels are real shes one of them. Because words would be not enough to describe her work Im going to link here a few of my favorites of hers [fun fact im actually listening to one as im writing this]

"https://youtu.be/4zwCoJLsEFg

https://youtu.be/S61NfSNPLn8 THIS ONE IS MY ABSOLUTE FAV, THIS SONG IS THE DEFINITION OF HOW I FEEL ABOUT TOGAINU NO CHI

https://youtu.be/aQ3Xs86Io00 its the first song by her ive ever heard and honestly im not even mad

https://youtu.be/N-mUKvXcSU0 literally so underrated idk whats wrong with people

https://youtu.be/pe1geML6lNY

https://youtu.be/ZTp9sX6AwwA

https://youtu.be/38c4gNeK7Tk 

https://youtu.be/7KH3QuSzXLg 

those songs make me feel emotions its surreal

Not sure when ill do a part two, theres at least one more thing i would like to mention that i can think of on top of my head

man I hate nitro+chiral

The sole reason I made this blog for. this game.

this game makes me go insane fr. I installed it on my psp emulator a long time ago without really knowing what its about and just because i thought it looked cool lol And i havent played it for a while but omfg when i started. LIKE THE ATMOSPHERE AND EVERYTHINS IS JUST SOO GOOD, a lot of people might not like the artstyle but im a sucker for this early 2000s anime artstyle 

I could about this game all the time, I cant forget about it even tho it has been quite some time since i played it. Now i need to mention why this game is the excact reason i made this blog for, and its because it has some rather problematic topics ;/// Tho i dont know exactly what it is because i only finished one route [which did have a rather uhh questionable scene] but i heard some things and honestly im kinda worried that it will break my experience with this game and make me think differently about Rin which id consider a huge comfort rn. 

I really hope that despite all the quote on quote bad things that this ggame has wont affect the overall story that much because oh god the plot is so goddamn good and captivating i dont want it ruined.

Im probably going to play it again this week, at first I wanted to finish everything else ive been playin before i get to the others route but i dont think i can hold it anymore, frrrr all i can think of is this game, which i probably shouldnt since im failing like 3 subjects as of now 〆(・∀・＠)

This def isnt the last post about this game [might even make another one today] but thats all I needed to share rn, now im going to have some dinner and maybe attempt writing an essay for school

Introduction ig

I made this blog just so I can share everything I fixate on without Bothering anyone. Ik no one reads blogs in 2022 so it might be ever better for me if no one ever encounters this blog but in case anyone is readinf this, beware it's going to be very chaotic and I won't even try for it to make sense. 

Have fun readjng my future posts or not lol

(First actual post will probably be made soon because I have a major fixation rn that I'd rather not share with anyone j know lmao)

 Omfg my cat just bit me (눈‸눈)